Now its few days left….kind of guessing and waiting game going on…there is anxiety as well as fear in my mind….
what kind of mother i will be….how i will handle crying baby…i dont know anything about nursing….i read so many books but still feel not so confident about this…
sometime i think what if baby is crying at night and i couldn’t hear that coz of deep sleep…what if baby comes under me while turning positions during sleep…
My hospital bag is ready ….still what if i missed out something….
sometime over preparation is also not good 
Also i m having uncontrollable urge to make house clean..kind of nesting instict – in which female of the species prepare the nest for the impending arrival 
It takes 9 month to make a baby and only matter of hours to bring one out into the world…yet its those hours only which has occupied my mind most from the beginning.
every morning there is new sign….made me wonder….is it normal in ninth month or d-day has come…
i quickly call up my mom to confirm if new sign is to worry abt now….she always has same answer..thts normal…stay relaxed
i want to do lot of shopping for baby but.its not considered good in our family….the age old saying.pre planning and shopping may result in bad result….
Wish everything go smooth and safe….
